Why don't people take me serious?

i am 18 and i work at ross i get paid good i am 107 pounds im not ugly i have big boobs i don't have a boyfriend i am bisexual i never finished high school all my friends hate me because i wear all designer clothing ok,fine i am in debt but it's not that much what $28,000 i can pay it off is that why my friends don't hang out with me anymore? my mom hates me she dose not care if i live i wanna kill myself i only take pain killers for the pain in my hart whats wrong what?!!! god im gonna die? SHI"t please help me please god GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF IS WRONG WITH ME WTF DAMN MAN I JUST GOT IT BIG HEAD ACHE I HATE YOU KATY PERRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!…